I've always felt that I wasn't living right
I wasn't living the life I was born to live.
I named this piece  'AM JUST SICK OF  BEING HUMAN' after everything I do am told that's not the way, this is the way every new things I try my way am cautioned to do it the normal way Everytime I decide to love the way I feel am supposed to do
my partner would see that as abnormal.
See i had this girl I loved,
to me I'll say I loved her the way she should be loved &
Our Good Gracious God the Creator teaches us through His Holy Book how to love & we infact  draw illustrations from the book.

Yes, we can't do best what He does cause He's all powerful,
An ear has never been bigger than the head; we will never outshine Him.
But everytime I made efforts to love her way
she would look at me as a pretender & say "keep hiding who you are, I'll definitely get to know your true colors"
I couldn't convince her further that this was me;😔
the version she had known of me is the real me & there was no other Eddie but she would buy anything from this school of thought.
I would always be told am too good, and playing the good character😳😳
but isn't that what you ladies want!! 🤷🏽‍♂️🤷🏽‍♂️
Fortunately or rather unfortunately the reverse happenned,
I later saw who she really was💔💔
So what is this normalcy we're always talking about?

Does it help in anyway?
What if this normalcy came with a huge negative impact to humanity!!
what if being me would erase the normalcy!!
Everyday questions my head.
Am sure there are humans out there that have made up minds to make a difference in the society,
Am sure there are humans that are tired of normalcy
Am sure there are religious leaders that yearn to see the society change for the better;
youths that want to see our generation living right and working on tomorrow;
political leaders that have milenia agendas aimed at making the world a better place.
role models who wish to live a life that would lead as an example to the people they mentor.
& am fully convinced there're people out there like me who are 'tired of being human'
people who feels they're capable to make a difference.

Let's keep being us
keep doing that good did which you're into.
your little efforts make a big impact to the globe.
©Edwin O. Edward
~Dumiadros